Friday, September 21, 2007

Studio Thumb's Push the Plunger: An open letter from Tony Bishop

UPDATE 2 Sept 23; Below...
Dewayne here, Tony Bishop graciously agreed to my reposting his Blog post from his My Space. He makes some strong and valid points from an "insiders" POV that I hope are taken seriously by the Studio's.




To Whom It May Concern

On Thursday September 13, 2007 I lost another comrade; Danny Roddick, a friend - pushed to the extremes of unconsciousness by another studio thumb pushing the plunger down - never to awaken again. May he now have peace??


In the week since Danny left us I am more convinced than ever that this should never have happened. Not to him or to any of the many others who were driven to similar extremes as a result of the often reckless behavior and overreaching demands of the gay adult film studios. I know from my 5 years experience in the industry that COLT is not the only studio out there that preys the unsuspecting, overly optimistic, insecure, and emotionally distressed young men who get into the gay adult film industry - chattel, essentially subjugated to indentured servitude for the explicit gain of the studio. This was the evolving nature of Danny's exclusive contracted relationship to his studios, COLT Studio Group and AMG.

Does there need to be more bloodshed? How many more deaths is it going to take before the studios wake up and do something - one, ten, a hundred, a thousand? And by do something I mean do something constructive to help curb this awesome and grotesque trend. Not, in Danny's case, a one-off contribution to a charitable organization to save studio face with consumers, pacify their guilt, or use a globally circulated obituary to publicize films in such a way that it only looks to serve the studio. Look at all the great work he did for us now check them out and buy a few. Lasting memories of a fallen soul - get them now their going to go fast. How fucking disgusting of COLT & AMG!

I know that the studios chew guys up and spit them out because they are only looking for the next best thing, the new shiny face, and an even bigger cock that will sell. When it stops selling, it's on to the next herd of chattel and the studio cycle repeats itself again, like a broken record.

In an industry worth billions upon billions of dollars, why are the studios not doing more? Exactly that, it's the money. It would mean less of it that they would have to push into their ever growing and greedy pockets. We put our flesh, blood, tears, physical and mental health, personal relationships, overall well being on the line for the studios because you can't work if you won't put it all on the line for them.

And at the end of the day we are a more fragile people. We too have hearts, minds and emotions. So give something back. Back the public, back to our communities, be a corporate citizen for a change.

Studios need to wake up and face the facts that with a few preemptive measures on their part, tragedies like Danny's can be avoided. And should be avoided!! There is no reason it can not be. It could be as simple as adding a targeted message addressing the systemic, if not an epidemic rise of substance abuse in the community and where to go to seek help.

Studios should be actively sponsoring public health and mental health events and organizations that specifically help performers in the sex trade industry like St. James Infirmary. Other organizations, like the one COLT has conceded to donating proceeds from some of Danny's films to are not good enough.

They are designed to help the general population and have little if any of the skill necessary to help with the specific issues garnering performers in the sex trade industry.

Now - stop spending it all on just sponsoring or throwing the next big circuit party - encouraging more abuse. Stop playing with people's lives and do something that will actually help our community so tragedies like Danny's may be avoided altogether.

Thank you Danny, for sharing a part of you with me in the time you had

- A bright and giving spirit. I wish it was more. You are missed by all whom you touched. Be at peace my friend.


I welcome each and every one of your replies and or comments with in regards to what I have written.

Anthony J. Christmann

Former adult film star AKA: TONY BISHOP










UPDATE; September 23,

A reply to Tony Bishop by Trevor Knight.

Guns don't kill people... PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE

I need to say something. There have been two tragic deaths in the gay porn industry in such a short time. First was Kent North from HOTHOUSE video, and more recently Danny Roddick from BUCKSHOT video. Both men I knew and liked. They both always had smiles on their faces. But it's NOT porn that killed these guys… IT'S DRUGS that killed them. Some people are saying that it's the "porn" world that chews these guys up and spits them out, but it's NOT!


It's being exposed to drugs and giving into the temptation. I know it. I lived it. I had my nights of crazy cocaine and limp dick sex. I had my days of doing drugs. But I knew when enough was enough. I had friends and family watching out for me. Once they noticed any slight flaw in my personality, I would be sat down to a family intervention. If you're a boyfriend, lover or family member of a drug addict and say you never knew…. you're blind, or you didn't want to see it. It's hard not to notice a friend or family member that has a "problem." It's whether you speak up. A lot of people don't say anything and let people go. They hope the "problem" fixes itself. It doesn't.


I've written before about what goes thru a models head all day, everyday. It's really harsh. It's all about what you look like or what you DO NOT look like. It shrivels a weak person inside. They are left with a hot human shell. So they fill that empty space with drugs and alcohol. A lot of models fill their every moment as a porn star. They give up the life that they had for the wild parties and tons of money. I gave up my real life for 4 years while I was totally TREVOR KNIGHT. I don't know how I survived. I wish I had something to say to other people to stop them from this same path. But I don't. People will do what they want no matter what is said to them.

Dewayne here, I read this on Trevor Knights blog and felt a contrasting view is in order. Like most issues the truth is probably somewhere in the middle. Both Tony and Trevor make VALID point's. Right now hurt and anger is strong it will take awhile to see this in a analytical way and to those involved that may take years. I am not personally making a judgment here, its not my place, suffice it to say I do feel for Dannys friends and family.

As for John Rutherford and Colt I have heard from others in the biz who assure me he did his best to prevent a tragedy. I will say that Colt & Rutherford have always had a good rep in the GayPorn Biz. I smell a lot of Shmearing by Damon Kreuzer on his blog and I for one will not be a party to THAT!

I admire both Tony Bishop and Trevor Knight and will let their statements speak for themselves...

17 comments:

Kevin Clarke said...

I need first to say that John Rutherford is a friend of mine. They do not come more honorable and decent anywhere, and I am not limiting that to porn. I am going to state is obvious, that someone has died and that is a tragedy. What I frankly find offensive is someone grabbing for their 15 minutes of fame piggy-backing on someone else's death and impugning good and decent people in the process. That characterization of Colt is simply wrong, and the idea that all that happens is that models are exploited by the big bad porn guys is wrong as well. There are many bad players in the porn business. There are people with drug problems in the porn business. Guess what? There are many bad players in any business, there are many people with drug problems in all businesses. To suggest that porn is any different just isn't so. You seem to need to blame someone for the disease that is drug addiction. If that makes you feel better so be it. People die every day from drug issues, and to suggest that it is the porn studio's that need to be blamed is not going to save another life. Drugs and alcohol kill every day, it may be easy to try and find a bogey man in porn studios but all that will get you is more dead people. In my years in porn I saw many lives turn around, and many people step back from the brink and become productive. I get your angry, I get you feel loss. What I don't get and feel is severely misguided is trying to lay the problems of addiction and it's consequences at the feet of a good man and his company. I am 18 years sober. I should have, and could have been dead many years ago. I was lucky and I survived. The enemy here is not Colt, the enemy here is the addiction. There are people in the porn business that don't care. There are people in the porn business that exploit, John Rutherford is not one of them. There are companies that exploit, Colt is not one of them. This is a tragedy for sure, but it does not need to be compounded by self-serving character assignation, and mis-guided mis-applications of anger. I have fought this battle every day, one day at a time for over 18 years and I can tell you that in every one of those days it has been an honor to call John Rutherford a friend. If you want to do something that will actually help, why not step back and look at the reality of addiction and do something for someone that is still alive, rather that climb on the back of a dead man, puff up your chest and try and impugn the reputation of good and decent people. That will not stop the body count.

Dane Avery said...

The post above also applies to Dennis Bell and the crew at Athletic Model Guild, who are about to release Danny's film AMAZONIA. If you listen to the audio commentary track on the DVD, you can see that Danny was quite pleased with the movie and sounded just great. Mark Kleim at the Lavender Lounge website has an equally thoughtful reply to Bishop's letter.

Geoff Harvard said...

Matthew, Marc, Jon. This is really disgusting.

Dane Avery said...

Another thread taken over by DAMON KRUEZER. Geesh, you guys, don't you check IP addresses?
And now he speaks French!! Amazing, since the man (and I use the term loosely) has yet to conquer English.

Dane Avery said...

Oh - and DAMON KRUEZER paid himself $3000. What did he do, hold up a liquor store on Rte. 53?

Geoff Harvard said...

DK doesn't have the balls to hold up a liquor store. It was his mom's SSI checks.

DewayneinSD said...

Dane Avery normally I turn comment moderation on before bed since DK lurks at night & early morning (after his late night feed on flys & small vermin) but I forgot last night.

Albert sends me text alerts anytime there is a DK Alert. I may delete DK but I enjoy reading your responses to him ;)

DewayneinSD said...

Now I want to say something about Tonys letter AND Kevin Clarke & Dane Averys response.

First I did not make a snap decision to publish Tonys letter. I had been watching and reading the response to Dannys death all week. I think I sensed an anger building because the early word I was hearing was Danny was a drug addled porn star who brought it on himself.

So who was spreading this around? Industry insiders thats who!

The reaction of Darrin (Alex chandler) and Tony Bishop is entirely expected. People are Angry and hurting. A fine young man is dead and recriminations are flying.No one is saying at 32 Danny was some innocent who did not know what biz he was working in.

I do feel that some guys do not have the emotional fortitude for the biz. Many do Gay Porn with eyes wide open, they enjoy the ride!

Then you have the sensitive,more fragile personality's who may have a beautiful exterior and yet are extremely vulnerable inside.

Yes this happens in Music,Movies the whole world of celebrity.

So do you think directors & Producers have a responsibility to steer the Fragile,possibly unstable away from the cameras?

Or do you film them hope for the best and move on,,realizing your going to have a Danny Roddick every once in awhile and well thats life,,,

I do not mean to come across crass here. I really wonder how a lot of producers handle this. We have a lot of young men here who are just a reflection of gay Youth today, who are in many ways as messed up as my generation was.

Dane Avery said...

Dewayne-
As long as there is a DAMON KRUEZER on the web, there has to be places like this and Yves' blog so there is a place to send the unknowing to see what a complete loon he is. Like, for example, his drooling and festering over Angel and Brad, promoting and gushing over their pathetic appeal for funds (so they can pull themselves out the kind of poverty only KRUEZER can understand, I suspect) by putting on some webcam show at 4PM. It's now much beyond that, and still no webcam show. In fact, no update on their site for days. Perhaps they were waiting for the webcam that KRUEZER promised to send them arrive at their abode. Of course, he never sent it, because he couldn't afford the postage, let alone the webcam. What a fool. Maybe they should head over to Jet Set. KRUEZER's got an "in" over there.

DewayneinSD said...

Dane your kidding me right I heard "someone" at Jet Set was feeding info to DK,,Why?

Has this producer gone of his meds again?

Will he ever learn you don't play with the Demon

Dane Avery said...

Dewayne-
If you look at who is now running Jet Set and where they used to work, and then look at what DAMON KRUEZER writes, if you'll pardon the word, about the studio where he used to work, you can, as DAMON KRUEZER likes to say, "connect the dots."
The owners of Jet Set probably have no idea that this is going on as they are both no-nonsense guys, from what I hear. I cant imagine they would want their name associated with DAMON KRUEZER.

Kevin Clarke said...

In my porn career I talked many young men into not doing porn for that very reason. I always started a conversation with money is not a good enough reason to do porn and if that is your only reason you should not do it. My point in this post was simple. I know John Rutherford. I know he cares about the well-being of his models. Do you have any idea of the relationship between Colt and Danny Roddick? It is not fair to allow the type of innuendo that has been posted here without facts. The suggestion that the studio's thumb pushed the plunger should disturb any thinking person. There are no facts to support that. There is no information regarding what the relationship was between the model and the studio. Just unsupported slander against people I know to be decent and good. There is indeed poison in the industry and a good deal of that comes from people slandering without facts. People saying things that are are untrue to damage others should be a concern to all of us.The death of Danny Roddick is a tragedy, that is no reason the truth should die with it.

DewayneinSD said...

Kevin I am really surprised here I have had 2 emails from people DEMANDING I pull Tony's letter down.(not from you) Why is this hitting such a nerve?

This was not started by DK this started the morning of Friday the 14th when word began slipping out from industry insiders that Roddicks death was an overdose by a seriously disturbed young man.

The blame game started early and was very one sided Blame Roddick, exonerate the industry.

I am sorry but at this point no one had said a thing. Then an Angry Alex Chandler let lose and was that any surprise?

I said privately I went thru the same some years ago and if ANYONE had attacked my BF after his passing I would have gone off on them.

Tony Bishop & Alex Chandler are not "people slandering without facts" they are Porn Veterans, Insiders & observers. You cant ignore them or as some have suggested muzzle them.

At the same time you are correct John Rutherford has a rep as one of the good guys, so where is this coming from. Is it all Anger and Hurt or is their an issue here.

Or maybe we have a shell-shocked Porn Biz which has seen a lot of death and scandal this year.

I don't know the answers here but I for one am not "listening" to some clueless BlogFly in Boston.

I was simply responding to a man I admire (Bishop) who wanted to express his hurt at the death of Danny Roddick.

And I am condemning no one here, certainly not John Rutherford.

Albert said...
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Kevin Clarke said...

there is not a single fact stated to show that Colt pushed the plunger on Danny Roddick. There are opinons not a single fact. It is slander plain and simple. Let me add my voice to those who asked you to remove it. A porn insider does not give one the right to slander. If you are going to make a claim like that you need to state what it is they did. At least that way you can be sued if you are lying. Why not ask these people if they had done drugs with him? You can bet that John Rutherford did not.

V.J. said...

zenoble aka damon the mentalcase,
thanks for the daily dose of shit.

DewayneinSD said...

VJ the daily deposit has been pooper scooped and dumped at Former Damon Fan!

http://yvesmignon.blogspot.com/

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